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baoveruptheyyarupanddoanytis,eayfeetaiandinguntiliedthe exercise. theguardonnightdutyallethedaysainer.ilookedatthedateontheneaelltheprisotobed. thiseinelevendaysthatihadtheealongtitodropoff.sohoynervoussysteatteronfortable.theedunbearable.siandarinsuchapossible. toputthosespeetisadditionalightbenaorale.beforeoprisonnt,vieaboutsuent,ibeeoftheirexperieohaveabolishedallforoftorture,theoffient”or“persuasion.” ittooknynthsofintenseefforttobeabletoraisearabovehead;itstraightabove.thealofthehandyfleshalsttothebouglysaozedongandhisrevolutiohesyhandsandfingerssubsidedeventually,butthebayhandshadionforrethahatentallypriyhahanthirteenyears,handsa,ihavetoyhandsalittletooetisifindrighthandsuddenlygoinglianduseless,uogripanything.righthandsustainedagreaterdegreeofdagethahand,inlybeyslayslayslaunistregiyoldwayoflife. sooffriendsexclaid,“ainreasoniyordealyfightingspirit. ontheyfeetfaredbetter.thoughtheyreinedsadage.earoundagain,ioborrooopentheblistersahefluidout.afterthat,iohobblealongslohoutexiatingpainuntiltheblistersgraduallyhealed. theingafterithehandcuffs,theguardcalledtheprisonersforoutdoorexercise.itothedoortoforhersothatiuldasktobeexcused. “yibeexyfeetaresintoshoes,”isaidheshutter. shelookedatfeetthroughtheopeningandsahatihshoeshthebackspresseddown. “yougooutjustasyouare,”sheanswered. “ifraiditetoe”irequestedagain. “no,youustgo.” sheunlockedthedoorandstoodtheree.eachstepitookbled,andiwasveryslow. “please,yistayintoday”iaskedagainaftergoingayardorso. “no,youhavetogotoday,”shesaid. eanustigotodayycelldoout. suddenly,thelitantfeleguardranintotheurtyard.“foryouallday”sheshouted. intioshufflealong,tryingveryhardtobearthepainandeahardpushiatiently.illapsedontothepath.theuardpulledup. “youareaghurryuphurryuptyouerer”sheyelledandthendashedoffinthedireoftheexerciseyards. “ite,”isaidtotheuard. “nevernd.dothebestyou.”sheseedchrereasonable. finallyireayusualplacefrodtobeclosed.alltheguards.assoonasthedooroftheexerciseyardyfeet,ainthereuntiltheexerciseperiodwasover. “startilitantfeleguardoforbove. ...